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back to the old? February 18, 2007

Filed under: randomness — sortofcrafty @ 10:37 pm

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Remember the weight of the world, It’s a sound that we used to buy February 17, 2007

Filed under: dc, friends, library, randomness, travel, work — sortofcrafty @ 5:08 pm

i have been away for a bit, not really blogging or keeping anyone up to date, i guess i feel bad about that. but, there’s so little to tell, and most of it will sound like a tale of woe.

i have been job seeking, feeling crappy about my lack of interest in most jobs, yet i apply and write my cover letters just like it was a job that was made for me. i feel like a baby acting like it should all be easy and i should just find something perfect immediately. it’s been two months and i feel like crap that i work at my student job for twenty hours a week and make about nothing in the process. i don’t think that it would be worth it to just get a crappy office job in the meantime- it seems lame to go through all of that to just ditch on them if i ever find a “real” job.

sometimes, i feel so worn out by the process that i begin to question my committment to doing any of it at all. i know i am just tired of the process and the games of it all, but, i’ll just say it- it’s been one of the lowest and lonliest points in my life in quite a while. before anyone gets too upset, trust me, i know things can be much worse, i might not have a place to live, a job at all, i know. i am very thankful for what i do have going on, and i feel good about that.

so, job wise, we’re all caught up on the specifics of how i don’t have a job.

otherwise, the weather has been crappy, we even had a snow day this week. i stayed home from work on wednesday, and after i made that decision they closed the office, so i didn’t even feel bad about my decision. michele and i (once again) relived our high school days hanging out in the basement.

oh, i know what to add. we watched the last kiss , not heeding the warnings of all about how bad it was, and wow. that was one of the worst movies i have ever seen, really making the “strife” of 30 year old men a real issue. are you kidding, that we should at all feel sad for men and how they have to commit to women and have kids and how we trap them into this monogamy bullshit? i am so over it. michele and i made the decision to fast fwd. through some of the middle part, and i am glad that eliminated some of the bitterness that i might feel now.

so, that’s the big update. i am happy that i decided to go to dc next weekend. dinner with the former boss extroidnaire and lots of hanging out with d. i hear it might not be frigid this week, believe it or not. ok, enough bitching, more action.

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